2 weeks remaining...

Talked to a friend the other day... after work, met her under her block. Talked for more than an hour.. talked bout her church, work and stuff... She's changed so much and she's going to church now… she attends 2 services and goes for some healing session on saturdays... This hyperactive wild party girl used to operate certain raunchy sex channels on the irc. She used to hop from club to club and slept on the beach after every long night of partying… she never smoked.. but she drank a lot… she didn’t flirt much but the guys were always after her… another friends say she’s pretty only until she opens her mouth… She doesn’t curse or diss others.. but she does have a tendency to gossip and laugh a lot… she has this loud hyena-like laughter that warns everyone in the vicinity of her presence… basically, she used to be wild… Now, she’s tame and timid… she has retained the absurdly horrendous spasm inducing laugh routine though…. But other than that, everything seems to have changed… she’s leading 2 cell groups… she’s going on a mission trip in November to Thailand I think… and she leads some healing sessions at her church… I know all these works don’t equate to spiritual maturity… but they do point to responsibility… I guess… Wonder if I’ll ever be that responsible… been waiting for NS… have only a week left before the pain starts… will I turn out more mature from this? Heard so many stories… how people change from going through 3 months of hell and then 21 months of slacking… and how they *keng… haven’t really taken note of how they go about doing it… and frankly, I don’t really care… (no offence to those who’ve bestowed all their chao-keng wisdom to me in the past) I’m just gonna listen to the dude with the higher rank… don’t wanna get into any trouble